Do you ever wonder about our purpose in life?
It's just been heavy on my heart this week. Who am I ? What will I become?
Being so cooped up with lots of time to think. Although I do not know what tommorrow holds, I am very thankful to know WHO holds tommorrow. Knowing that God has a plan makes each day alot more bearable cause even when things don't make sense...I can let go...and KNOW that God is there for me.
Saturday, November 26, 2005
Thursday, November 24, 2005
What a Week!!
I had had such a great weekend having fun with the girls, but it was abit tiring.
Then Monday the 21st found me battling a fever so I figured a bug or cold was coming my way. On Tuesday the 22nd when I woke up I still wasn't feeling better and by the afternoon I was having trouble breathing. So I called David at work and he came home immediately and took me to the hospital. They rushed me right in.... I guess blue lips and fingers were a true giveaway of how I was doing. It seems I was having a full blown asthma attack. (Only the 2nd one in my entire life) The next 10hrs were spent in the hospital having 5 ventolin treatments, a chest xray, and monitoring my heart rate.....which was a major concern as it was pumping quite rapidly....150 to 167...for over 4 hrs. The doctor finally came in before midnight and said he was trying to decide if I should stay overnite at the hospital.....he was seeing improvements but still not completely 100%......I begged to go home. (At that moment I only had flashback fears of my first attack which landed me in the hospital for 11 days!!) The doctor felt the attack was set off by a combination of the high fever and the air pressure change with the weather. So meanwhile while I'm laying there having my last treatment David says "You sure do keep life interesting"..."I guess this is all apart of those wedding vows"... LOL
When we got home...I slept fairly sound considering all the truama my body had been through. Yesterday and today have been spent resting. Actually going crazy feeling so cooped up and house bound. Ofcourse this is also due to our first major snow storm of the year....which has brought alot of snow and high winds...not the best weather for an asthmatic to be venturing out in. So all in all...I'm saying TGIF!! God has truly brought me through this week. It was scary at times but I knew people were praying for me and that helped immensely!
Then Monday the 21st found me battling a fever so I figured a bug or cold was coming my way. On Tuesday the 22nd when I woke up I still wasn't feeling better and by the afternoon I was having trouble breathing. So I called David at work and he came home immediately and took me to the hospital. They rushed me right in.... I guess blue lips and fingers were a true giveaway of how I was doing. It seems I was having a full blown asthma attack. (Only the 2nd one in my entire life) The next 10hrs were spent in the hospital having 5 ventolin treatments, a chest xray, and monitoring my heart rate.....which was a major concern as it was pumping quite rapidly....150 to 167...for over 4 hrs. The doctor finally came in before midnight and said he was trying to decide if I should stay overnite at the hospital.....he was seeing improvements but still not completely 100%......I begged to go home. (At that moment I only had flashback fears of my first attack which landed me in the hospital for 11 days!!) The doctor felt the attack was set off by a combination of the high fever and the air pressure change with the weather. So meanwhile while I'm laying there having my last treatment David says "You sure do keep life interesting"..."I guess this is all apart of those wedding vows"... LOL
When we got home...I slept fairly sound considering all the truama my body had been through. Yesterday and today have been spent resting. Actually going crazy feeling so cooped up and house bound. Ofcourse this is also due to our first major snow storm of the year....which has brought alot of snow and high winds...not the best weather for an asthmatic to be venturing out in. So all in all...I'm saying TGIF!! God has truly brought me through this week. It was scary at times but I knew people were praying for me and that helped immensely!
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Girl's Day
Ever just wanted to grab a friend or two and getaway for the day?!
Well I highly recommend it! Talking, laughing, free counselling, eating, shopping and more laughing.....highly under rated. How light the soul can feel after such an experience. Today was one of those days. Just a little day trip to Port Huron, MI for some cross border shopping with friends was the best therapy.
Well I highly recommend it! Talking, laughing, free counselling, eating, shopping and more laughing.....highly under rated. How light the soul can feel after such an experience. Today was one of those days. Just a little day trip to Port Huron, MI for some cross border shopping with friends was the best therapy.
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